June 26, 2009 08:26 PM That moment.

I haven't "dated" or "talked" to anyone since January. To be fully honest, that was a mess and I feel bad about it. But past is past, moved on, survived a horrid semester. I told myself that I would try talking to people over the summer, feelings things out, moving towards making friends. Even open to a date or two. And so I did put myself out there. And I made a few slides again, skimming that friends to something more on the onset. And I take that as it was. And then I became intrigued by someone.

It kinda happens often and then I lose interest. But I haven't. But I have nothing going on right now, no school (well I have *a* class) and no job. Today I had no car. So I sit around doing absolutely nothing and that gets me thinking. Thinking is bad, cause then I get impulsive and curious and a mess. Whatever, this is the exciting part? This is the beginning, before you inevitably come crashing towards the rejection and heartache.

I was told not to get my hopes up, so I won't.

But I was also told I was great. . . what's that about?

At least the kissing is good . . . and yeah.

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